Sunday, February 27, 2011

He has made my heart beat again

He is the person to the next but he is close to my heart the most. Do not be stupid and do not be angry for no reason anymore. I love you and always wish him peace and happiness. I'll be waiting for him, together their wedding as an appointment.

What should I do, to say how I believe this? Valentine's Day this year I was happy to get him the first time in my life who have valentines party dear. Me happy. I thought that joy and happiness that will forever be with you. He said I love you, I need you, so why he was always jealous of people in the past? Ancient people that I've put it off and remove traces of it from my heart when I decided to keep him in your heart, how much more time people have found happiness with his wife and children inside the family.

I do not want that to affect my feelings for him. I love you not get his fill the vacuum in the heart of the time I'm sad, feeling lonely. Nor love you to take advantage, deceiving him. If only such a long time I know people who have status, money and also several times near his children.

I do not want my love for you always need to bring to the table with the past. He says he loves you, I need you, I want you to build a happy future and he does not want to lose. So I have to prove to you what he says is true. Please be confident, because I do not own a television until after the children who will not love you truly.

With me now is all me, I did my heart beat again, know how to love and hope. Be strong and trust in each other pictures! "Do not think much influence on health make me suffer so much. He is the person to the next but he is close to my heart the most. Do not be stupid and do not be angry for no reason anymore. I love you and always wish him peace and happiness. I'll be waiting for him, together their wedding as an appointment. Peace you very much! Love you forever!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I do not go along on the path he chose

Do you hide the pain inside, still smiling even though she still says it only wants to cry, want to shout that he was not referring to her anymore. She appears proud as she is nothing to me, but no, she is a lifelong problem that you do not solve the mystery and accept his obsession. (Ghost)

Silent countdown to wait hours, call me and relieved, he was not there as his wife 30 days ago. And dragged him off at home, standing on the 7th floor and watch New Year fireworks. The day festival is the day for me hungry, just looking forward to the day we can meet to hold him in my arms. I think the time alone in his small house, alone inside the TV after a day, he re-injured the exotic.

I wait you very much, just a second longer are you in the new year with you in the days of the new year. I love you, whatever you feel is your love for him seems to have no limits. Just thought it would be someday you and me apart, you see sharp pain in my heart. Love him but can not stay with you, love you but can not make me feel safer, or simply take care of his daily meals, are not done.

Only yesterday when you and me to temple, why do I feel strangely happy. Just coming together to the temple ceremony, are simply prayer, and wait for the lake, or just sit behind his car, hugged him tightly, so I hope that at long road to endless. I would never have to Nam Dinh, just want a big hug to the end of the road only.

But thinking back I feel sad and disappointed, to be together there, love it, but then what must come will come, days apart we will surely come. The road we take will have two people at two reclining, I thought only tears of mine long. I fear those moments will happen and you will lose him forever.

But life is not like we think and break up is inevitable we must accept, because of his chosen path was not my path. The first person he chose not to you, I can not leave her and you will not be the end of the road Tuesday. I was sad you know? I only think about the situation her, the family went on a bike home, I feel for the heart.

Do you hide the pain inside, still smiling even though she still says it only wants to cry, want to shout that he was not referring to her anymore. She appears proud as she is nothing to me, but no, she is a lifelong problem that you do not solve the mystery and accept his obsession. Then we'd also be together much longer he eh? I tired!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

you go away

The sense of loss has really hurt him, he cried, tears acrid and pungent salty stormed up the nose, deep into the end of each vent body muscles, aches and pains as thousands of universal needle puncture.

He was ready to let go of my hand ... Really have to let go only because he was tired, his feet weighed down, arms were tired, as the days go by that my ball, and now he say to myself that he was ready then ... Ready for the job that he thought he would never do what, that is let go and go.

The sense of loss has really hurt him, he cried, tears acrid and pungent salty stormed up the nose, deep into the end of each vent body muscles, aches and pains as thousands of universal needle nose, but few people understand him?

Let go of my hand that will not hold you anymore, that is also lost prop, so he will fall, he looks at me with mercy falls far? Let go of my hand that is no longer a child, a lost child, take away the breath of those days. Will probably die in the pain of being tormented myself. If I die I will cry right? I mean to let go when he turned to the side to find a shoulder, a hug in the cold this winter, he will only receive the emptiness and the cold air only, you will lemon pleased when he scolded you?

Let go of my hand is let you go, you will leave me, no longer his own, will never get that man a sacred thing called love me anymore, I'll give them to others right? From now on he will learn to stand alone, the pain and the concern. He will learn to walk alone, without any prop. He will learn to stand on feet, using his own strength. Will take the short distance to be with my motivation, I will not be alone in memories with oil.

I will one day come back and grabbed my hands right? Will one day startled me and I'll chase you? There will be a day I realize can not live without me? There will be a day you understand that you've hurt me? Then let me say to myself that I let my children go out to find the true happiness of his pain and he was so happy when he realized that he was not in place!

You know, something which does not belong to them will never be his, but he still tried to accept the thought that their efforts will turn all he really that stupid. All gone, all gone, all ended like a dream come true so long ...

It is said every man has a heart is divided into several parts, one part to another to love and to hate, and also because it was so in love, so they hate each other ... Did you not get the love, people hate to erase the so-called love? Feeling afraid to hate someone, but because the love that the world is more menacing ...

Will you hate me? Will hate him? I can not know anymore, he loves the children but, more than anything he loves.

He must live in fear that a whirl of happiness yesterday. Miss you afraid of the night, wash water snake eyes wake up after nightmares about them. Afraid when the painful memory of his peace with trade, for each missed once again hopelessly painful rending.

Happiness is the wind to float. Happiness is a soft green grass beneath someone. How much he'll miss the feeling of holding you in my heart and feel the warmth of you, it made him limp, as he melts in the joy that you are of him, he'll remember every word of love and sweet where you ...

How do you remember? Why give people hope and then deprived? Why the happy people happy then leave it as it may be a perfect time? Why? Why? Why so? Please answer me away! Well said well said forever never know what the answer, but at least now he has the courage to face yourself then. Step back and look at me face to the sky for the tears back into my heart nhé ..

I used to love each other. Walk a while together, these seemed to be eternal and nothing can be divided, so that ... Promises just as the wind blowin '... Words of love only a past. All just memories, sadness and anger and how it is separation.

Monday, January 31, 2011

I'm so down when she must leave

That day the rain was very loud, suddenly I'm back out and then beam yourself mumbling rain crying, so rain water dissolves into tears, to drown out the sound of rain crying, and cutting the skin to the cold cut meat reminds me I know you've lost already. My feet want to stand up to the next step on the long road, but why heavy.

Send me, the first love of his life!

Today just brought him home to heaven Apples, it is already three months from the day we broke up and ears (saying goodbye is a bit too).

Dated 27/10/2010, for more than one person believed that she was responsible for his mistake, as he thought things did not go too far from where if you believe on his part. He did not blame the 3rd story of two cents on it, because I knew it was not special, but you just normal.

He is not responsible for them, because the people who do not have the same paranoia. I do not know whether I should not blame myself anymore, because I know I do not have a problem with my friend, I'm assured is. But why do humans hate each other, just like destroying other people's feelings? He knew that his son must be tough and strong, especially not cry in front of others. But as we are apart, I was so down you know?

That day the rain was very loud, he suddenly out of the beams in the rain to whimper and then cry themselves to rain water dissolves into tears, to drown out the crying sound of rain, cold and cut the skin to remind him to cut meat you know you've lost already. It is true that his first love is unforgettable interesting! 2 full months I only lived in sadness, when there was little real joy at all. My feet want to stand up to the next step on the long road, but why so heavy.

After two months of suffering, he could not believe what is happening. There is a girl who has strongly expressed his feelings for anhh, after school together in two months. She's very good to me, at any time can also ask to share, most studies and to friends and relatives, so not all things to say always.

She knows that he has a girlfriend then, and know my feelings for my appointment with the words, he said at parting from one another to see the emotional challenges of the two is to what extent. But she is determined to conquer him. his son and despite his refusal, she is a servant to wait until approved. Now in your hearts tangled mess like this, I do not know how to think anymore.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Courage ...

Today I just do what I do not want to do this long - I had the courage to answer candidly with you always showed contempt for others and his contempt, despite their great attention to them. And surprisingly very comfortable.

How long this turned out his stupid, just silence to say that people do not dare say to that person, so that people underestimate her. It turns out her husband has long been true say ..

Today I teach really fun. Several classes are really "resilient" new creation "stayed" until today, when other classes had begun to "close the door, turn off the lights."

Today went to eat with students, see their pictures as well as one of them ...

Today's soup bread bowl to eat his colleagues bought, not going to eat well. Know you like crab cakes, so watch for him to buy, even recommended, after meals to eat again soon .. :)

Today's mail check mail that student. Students so adorable, just because she asks a very long essay, which engages firewood sitting typing each line, send it to her readers.

Today his students are "lucky money" ... Students also pretended excuse to go home for school, next to her for the Tet holiday soon ^ ^.

Today I took a few hours crying because words hurt other people. But then I realized my life still has many other good things around, so people still loved her, there are still students so cute.

Then remember the good things which I had in my life, I see my life so much so respectful, not only for those unwilling, or jealousy that prompted her to think. In life buffalo buffalo hate forced to eat, people are jealous of me or what I do not get, and attitude of hate when people other than yourself. I also have a computer that, even after the guilty like the others. But as luck, "bestiality" not much, just enough to occasionally see again why I was not upset, as people, not the heart of bear put down others say never (just tell the truth only ... )

Well, not sad anymore. That his sad, sad laments that the people who love again I'll be bored, will not, will be disappointed in her too. The others turned out to defame his words into the really? Never. I just live happy, comfortable life, that is good enough, that is enough for these guys' hearts with a disability, "then there must be jealousy.

A year and was out of this experience. But today it is the most obvious new. Anyway thanks also for today, for his courage to say that his good life and I have nothing to worry about things not worthy to hang around his life.

I'll just be myself, will only live for people who love her only.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Whether that wrong, but I did not break up his courage

I broke many times but not because he really deep down he loves me and each other. I deserve to have a completely happy man with a non-binding but why I have chosen him.

This theme is not really new, but every day I'm waiting to get into this because over the share of each article, I saw his shadow there. I seem to be understanding and find yourself a legitimate answer, but it seems the so-called love always has its own reasons, and now I still can not escape this love does not escape .

Reach the age of 30, this old daughter at home is really dull and my eyes became family time bomb. Compared with age I do not guess correctly by anyone younger than my appearance, I also considered cute with lovely body also commended the sexy and seductive. So each time communication in work and daily life, I care more carefully.

I went through a failed love affair, so I promised himself that his love would not easily, and the evidence is for 4 years when your ex broke up, I squeezed a few pieces of love, not dating weekend not unhappy occasions, until one day he appeared. He came to me gently and deeply, and I'll always be in tune spiritually. I quietly went and I both know each other even though he was married.

If that day during the New Year I do not sit next to the fire has cooled passion in me for so long suddenly burst. If that day he did not hold my hands in my hand, if the day was the instinct of a woman's desire to love do not live up. And we really work together with many new experiences.

Initially I felt we came together because of our weak moments, but gradually we really love, I love you without the slightest attempt, but his love and responsibility for me.

In the past I'm not so unhappy last week or more jealous, but since we really love each other I always torment and suffering. He also tries to spend a reasonable time for me, I want to become my husband (of course not married) because I myself made it clear that opinions do not want a broken family.

I broke many times but not because he really deep down he loves me and each other. I deserve to have a completely happy man with a non-binding but why I have chosen him. I know I have to do anything but the truth is I can not brave, I went to see my heart lighter.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

During the meeting

The professor preparing a lecture is too noisy below.

He said, do not tolerate:

- Father comrades ...

Hall started a bit quiet but still quite noisy.

He continues:

- His comrades Ma ...

Gradually silent hall. But some people still do not hear anything said.

Video back to teachers:

- Comrades that stuff ...

Finally, the entire hall dead silence. Seeing that he was right to say:

- ... they were stepped upon the enemy in war ... Today we discuss the crimes of the enemy we war against our people.