Sunday, February 27, 2011

He has made my heart beat again

He is the person to the next but he is close to my heart the most. Do not be stupid and do not be angry for no reason anymore. I love you and always wish him peace and happiness. I'll be waiting for him, together their wedding as an appointment.

What should I do, to say how I believe this? Valentine's Day this year I was happy to get him the first time in my life who have valentines party dear. Me happy. I thought that joy and happiness that will forever be with you. He said I love you, I need you, so why he was always jealous of people in the past? Ancient people that I've put it off and remove traces of it from my heart when I decided to keep him in your heart, how much more time people have found happiness with his wife and children inside the family.

I do not want that to affect my feelings for him. I love you not get his fill the vacuum in the heart of the time I'm sad, feeling lonely. Nor love you to take advantage, deceiving him. If only such a long time I know people who have status, money and also several times near his children.

I do not want my love for you always need to bring to the table with the past. He says he loves you, I need you, I want you to build a happy future and he does not want to lose. So I have to prove to you what he says is true. Please be confident, because I do not own a television until after the children who will not love you truly.

With me now is all me, I did my heart beat again, know how to love and hope. Be strong and trust in each other pictures! "Do not think much influence on health make me suffer so much. He is the person to the next but he is close to my heart the most. Do not be stupid and do not be angry for no reason anymore. I love you and always wish him peace and happiness. I'll be waiting for him, together their wedding as an appointment. Peace you very much! Love you forever!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I do not go along on the path he chose

Do you hide the pain inside, still smiling even though she still says it only wants to cry, want to shout that he was not referring to her anymore. She appears proud as she is nothing to me, but no, she is a lifelong problem that you do not solve the mystery and accept his obsession. (Ghost)

Silent countdown to wait hours, call me and relieved, he was not there as his wife 30 days ago. And dragged him off at home, standing on the 7th floor and watch New Year fireworks. The day festival is the day for me hungry, just looking forward to the day we can meet to hold him in my arms. I think the time alone in his small house, alone inside the TV after a day, he re-injured the exotic.

I wait you very much, just a second longer are you in the new year with you in the days of the new year. I love you, whatever you feel is your love for him seems to have no limits. Just thought it would be someday you and me apart, you see sharp pain in my heart. Love him but can not stay with you, love you but can not make me feel safer, or simply take care of his daily meals, are not done.

Only yesterday when you and me to temple, why do I feel strangely happy. Just coming together to the temple ceremony, are simply prayer, and wait for the lake, or just sit behind his car, hugged him tightly, so I hope that at long road to endless. I would never have to Nam Dinh, just want a big hug to the end of the road only.

But thinking back I feel sad and disappointed, to be together there, love it, but then what must come will come, days apart we will surely come. The road we take will have two people at two reclining, I thought only tears of mine long. I fear those moments will happen and you will lose him forever.

But life is not like we think and break up is inevitable we must accept, because of his chosen path was not my path. The first person he chose not to you, I can not leave her and you will not be the end of the road Tuesday. I was sad you know? I only think about the situation her, the family went on a bike home, I feel for the heart.

Do you hide the pain inside, still smiling even though she still says it only wants to cry, want to shout that he was not referring to her anymore. She appears proud as she is nothing to me, but no, she is a lifelong problem that you do not solve the mystery and accept his obsession. Then we'd also be together much longer he eh? I tired!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

you go away

The sense of loss has really hurt him, he cried, tears acrid and pungent salty stormed up the nose, deep into the end of each vent body muscles, aches and pains as thousands of universal needle puncture.

He was ready to let go of my hand ... Really have to let go only because he was tired, his feet weighed down, arms were tired, as the days go by that my ball, and now he say to myself that he was ready then ... Ready for the job that he thought he would never do what, that is let go and go.

The sense of loss has really hurt him, he cried, tears acrid and pungent salty stormed up the nose, deep into the end of each vent body muscles, aches and pains as thousands of universal needle nose, but few people understand him?

Let go of my hand that will not hold you anymore, that is also lost prop, so he will fall, he looks at me with mercy falls far? Let go of my hand that is no longer a child, a lost child, take away the breath of those days. Will probably die in the pain of being tormented myself. If I die I will cry right? I mean to let go when he turned to the side to find a shoulder, a hug in the cold this winter, he will only receive the emptiness and the cold air only, you will lemon pleased when he scolded you?

Let go of my hand is let you go, you will leave me, no longer his own, will never get that man a sacred thing called love me anymore, I'll give them to others right? From now on he will learn to stand alone, the pain and the concern. He will learn to walk alone, without any prop. He will learn to stand on feet, using his own strength. Will take the short distance to be with my motivation, I will not be alone in memories with oil.

I will one day come back and grabbed my hands right? Will one day startled me and I'll chase you? There will be a day I realize can not live without me? There will be a day you understand that you've hurt me? Then let me say to myself that I let my children go out to find the true happiness of his pain and he was so happy when he realized that he was not in place!

You know, something which does not belong to them will never be his, but he still tried to accept the thought that their efforts will turn all he really that stupid. All gone, all gone, all ended like a dream come true so long ...

It is said every man has a heart is divided into several parts, one part to another to love and to hate, and also because it was so in love, so they hate each other ... Did you not get the love, people hate to erase the so-called love? Feeling afraid to hate someone, but because the love that the world is more menacing ...

Will you hate me? Will hate him? I can not know anymore, he loves the children but, more than anything he loves.

He must live in fear that a whirl of happiness yesterday. Miss you afraid of the night, wash water snake eyes wake up after nightmares about them. Afraid when the painful memory of his peace with trade, for each missed once again hopelessly painful rending.

Happiness is the wind to float. Happiness is a soft green grass beneath someone. How much he'll miss the feeling of holding you in my heart and feel the warmth of you, it made him limp, as he melts in the joy that you are of him, he'll remember every word of love and sweet where you ...

How do you remember? Why give people hope and then deprived? Why the happy people happy then leave it as it may be a perfect time? Why? Why? Why so? Please answer me away! Well said well said forever never know what the answer, but at least now he has the courage to face yourself then. Step back and look at me face to the sky for the tears back into my heart nhé ..

I used to love each other. Walk a while together, these seemed to be eternal and nothing can be divided, so that ... Promises just as the wind blowin '... Words of love only a past. All just memories, sadness and anger and how it is separation.